Thursday, December 31, 2020

Rise and Fall of My Beloved by Utanu Maa


This post is part of a virtual book tour organized by Goddess Fish Promotions. The author will be awarding a $20 Amazon or B/N GC to a randomly drawn winner via rafflecopter during the tour. Click on the tour banner to see the other stops on the tour.

Rise and Fall of My Beloved is a collection of poetry and prose about resilience—about the experience of stigma and rejection, disease and suffering, love and care, loss and grief—and also a testimony of gratitude, forgiveness and togetherness. Each of its three parts is a journey through life's struggles, pain and loss, all of which require an inner force to overcome, build, rebuild, succeed and heal: resilience. It expresses an undercurrent to an imposed destiny or stigma.

Based on the life experience of my late brother, Rise and Fall of My Beloved is a tribute to mankind's resilience to overcome adversities. The book takes readers from his vulnerable childhood as a neglected orphan set to die, through a childhood in which he was bullied, to his rise as an accomplished engineer, and sadly to his fall as a dying patient of HIV/AIDS. Each poem depicts the essence of unconditional love and care, the dignity of dying of AIDS, forgiveness, and family bond. This book is a manifesto of my brother's exceptional resilience, the best memory of him that will live forever. It is an invitation, an inspiration, a reflection that, when mankind encounters struggles, disease, pain, death, loss, grief, we have to grieve and heal, and rebuild.

The Pursuit of Love

Through life struggle and resilience came true love:

The love of his life, the girl who stole his empty heart,

The girl who caught even my father’s attention and esteem.

“You must marry the girl who will stand by you at any time,”

Dad said to his son, discretely trying to influence his mind.

His wisdom saw the essential mostly invisible to the eye.

Dad was a great, caring, loving, and protective father.

He loved the fact that she was a nurse, a caring person.

He believed that our deceased mother also would have agreed,

So, Dad adamantly murmured again that she was the “One.”

Zola was a man of his own mind, decisions, and actions,

But immature to understand and see the invisible essential,

He disregarded Dad’s wish and departed from the girl.

A short time later, my father passed away in his arms.

Devastated, lonely, grieved by the loss of our last parent,

Zola turned to dating, looking in vain for love.

His early craving for maternal love resurfaced with intensity;

He had resurrected from the greatest need of his childhood.

The emptiness inside of him dug deeper, hurting him to the

core.

What to hold on to? Something more meaningful was missing.

A love of a woman to soothe his grieving and lonely heart,

A soulmate with whom to connect deeply and emotionally

And spiritually to his profound inner self was gravely needed.

Maybe that was what my father meant!

About the Author:
I am Utanu MAA. I live in Toronto and work as a public servant within the Ontario Court of Justice. Originally from the Democratic Republic of Congo in Africa, where I studied French Literature and Law before migrating to Canada in 1991, and thereafter studied Fashion Marketing, Paralegal and Law (1year) programs. In 2004, I was a recipient of a prize for the Poetry contest organized by Canada Heritage during the celebration of the Francophonie. "Couleur d'une langue" (The Color of a language), my unpublished poem about the diversity and different accents that give rhythm and power to a language to become an umbrella of one identity. "Rise and Fall of My Beloved" is also my own journey into unconditional love and care, and the resilience to deal with pain, loss, grief, to grieve, heal and continue with life after my brother's death.

Connect with Utanu Maa: http://utanumaa.com/
FACEBOOK: https://www.facebook.com/AuthorUtanuMaa

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12 comments:

  1. Hello and thank you for having me. I also thank every reader for stopping by, for her/his interest and comment about the book. I hope that you are all well and safe. I will be connected throughout the day to reply to your comment and questions. Please take note of the book giveaway and the contest. Feel free to ask any question and I will delighted to answer to it. Resilienve in hard times is the main theme and the empowering message in my book. So,I wish all a marvelous day, stay safe and mostly resilient. Talk to you soon.

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  2. Sounds great, thank you for sharing.

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    1. Hi Rita, It is a pleasure to hear from you today. I hope that you are well. Thank you for keeping checking me and for your kind comment. I really appreciate it. Please check the book giveaway and enter the contest. Have a marvelous day and I wish you the best of the year 2021, a Happy and Healthy New. Stay safe and resilient!

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    1. Hi Victoria, thks for stopping by and kindly leaving a comment. Your support to my book means a lot and i really appreciate it. Please advantage of the giveaway and enter the contest. Happy New Year and have a great day!

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  4. Sounds interesting. Thanks for sharing.

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    1. Hi Kim, nice to have you on the tour and thanks for stopping by. Check the giveaway and enter the contest. I hope you read the book and like it more. Happy New Year.

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  5. I agree, this does sound interesting.

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    1. Happy New Year Mary. Wishing you all the best in 2021: Happiness, good health, peace and prosperity. Thanks for stopping by and kindly writing a comment. Take care and have a great day.

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    1. Happy New Year Sherry. Wishing the best in 2021: Good health, peace and prosperity. Stay safe and resilient. I hope you visit again, it is a pleasure having you and reading your comments. Very much appreciated. Have a wonderfull day. Happy New Year again!

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